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[22 Feb 2022|10:22am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

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once a whore, you're nothing more.... [14 Nov 2009|03:17pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

We took a week vacation last week and just relaxed.... It was awesome. We went to universal & islands of adventure... did all the grown up rides and had fun!!!! : ) There was hardly anyone there so we pretty much walked on all the rides, plus the weather was cool and refreshing. We also saw the Blue Man Group... I definitely recommend it, hysterical & extremely entertaining! Life is still great, I am excited for thanksgiving (we get to eat a bunch of food and i get to see my uncle!). The weather is also PERFECT outside, I love florida this time of year!

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[14 Oct 2009|05:42am]
[ mood | loved ]

We've been together about a year. Crazy it doesn't seem that long. My life is pretty much perfect these days, no complaints from me. Living together is working out extremely well. I am so excited for the future and just to wake up next to him everyday.

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[21 Sep 2009|01:10pm]
[ mood | excited ]

we are moved! starting to get settled in and have specific places for everything. no washer yet (ugh). things are going good. I think I am adjusting to the step parent role just nicely. he is everything i have ever wanted and more... he wants to do the "manly" stuff with no help, will cook, clean and take care of me... i love it and him. i cant wait to see what the next year brings! so much fun and excitement to look forward to! : )

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Love love love love love [01 Sep 2009|03:42am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

" im amazed how attractive i constantly find you. you seem to get more beautiful to me the more i see you."

"its true. i kept thinking it over the weekend but wasnt sure how to say it."

awwwww. He makes my heart melt. I love him so much!

we signed the lease, move in mid-sept! Lots of furniture and things to buy! So many exciting things. I am so happy.

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air hockey champ!!!! [19 Jul 2009|11:40pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

 he asked me if i would still love him if i saw him every day....which lead to him asking if i would like to get a place with him!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhh.  i never thought this day would come : )  i am thoroughly excited.  the plan is to save for a couple of months, then start looking.... i cant wait.  i am so ready.  

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[23 Apr 2009|03:43pm]
[ mood | confused ]

 we've been together 6 months, yet stuff from my past still haunts me.  I know him well enough to know he really loves me, would never stand me up and will always be there.  yet i always revert to the past and something happens that makes me (for a split second) think otherwise.  Then I am amazed and happy as ever when he proves me wrong... and he's hurt that I put him in the unreliable category (for a minute).  Will I ever get over all the shit that was dealt to me previously and just love and trust him completely?  I am trying my hardest and every time I think I'm in the clear and will never go back to that mind frame, I do.  Why can't I just completely forget my past and live in the great, wonderful, awesome now?  I love him, I really do and I truly believe there is no one out there that is better then him. 

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life is so good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [16 Apr 2009|05:39pm]
[ mood | happy ]

I have the most amazing best boyfriend ever. I got a surprise coach bracelet as a present the other day !!!!!!!!!!! : ) I mean, does it get any better? He is so sweet, and loving, and always there for me. I can't believe I've got that kind of luck to get this great guy. His kids are also great and I'm so glad he has let me in their lives. These 6 months have flown by and I CANNOT wait for the next 6 months. Things cannot get any better then this. I love being happy and content with life.

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I chime in... [07 Feb 2009|12:52am]
[ mood | cold ]

I love my life. My friends are the best and most genuine I have had yet. They truly care about me and we ALWAYS have fun when we go out. I really feel I could trust my life with my best friend or my boyfriend. I am very happy to be at the point I am at this very moment, the only thing that could be better was if my family supported me instead of always giving me a hard time. Life is fun again finally. And works not so bad.

For the first time since I was a kid and valentines day was just about cards and candy.. I am looking forward to it and I am going to spoil my boyfriend cause he deserves it.

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[21 Jan 2009|04:23pm]
[ mood | crampy ]

he loves meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! : ) he made me so happy when he said it because it was totally unexpected. and thats where we are right now, in love and enjoying each other. i dont think things get any better than this. it feels PERFECT. and im in with his kids too which is a bigger plus!

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.... i have a secret.... [03 Jan 2009|02:15am]
[ mood | loving ]

we're only getting started...

and i was feeling like that before you said this...steak n shake / the spill canvas....awww


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fad...exactly what you are!! [16 Dec 2008|11:06pm]
[ mood | mushy ]

lets just start this with, yes im going to gush about him again.  i stayed cuddled up with him all night last night and it was amazing.  better then i ever imagined.  it was just really great to wake up next to him.  he had me thinking about how great he is and how i really got treated shitty before him.  i deserve all the attention and nice things he says.  he really is special and i wish we could spend more days together.  i know we will soon but i dont want to wait, i want to be with him allllllllllll the time.  in the words of the spill canvas i want to be staple-gunned to his side.  so because of him life is great and i have no complaints.

also i found a recipe for peanut butter banana cupcakes with marshmallow frosting, omg...they are AMAZING

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I'm wondering what's the catch? [08 Dec 2008|05:51am]
[ mood | depressed ]

I've been having horrible nightmares the last few weeks. They finally went away for a little while but last night they were back in action. Waking up balling your eyes out after a couple hours sleep is no good. I should have fell asleep when you offered to let me stay cuddled up with you. But instead my mind could only think of the worst of situations and I let it talk me out of it. Now I lie in my bed awake, almost afraid to go to sleep. Why can't things be different? Let me rewind 30 mins and change my decision to leave. I just want to sleep in peace (in your arms would be a bonus). Im just afraid for you to see me like this. This is my catch.

I really am lucky and thankful to have you. And I don't want to lose you... I want to love you.

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The feeling of my fingertips... Circling your lips [02 Dec 2008|05:17am]
[ mood | Beautiful ]

The spill canvas was really fun, he even said he liked them and not just cause of me!! I really enjoy time with him and it was great to spend a whole day together. It sucked that we went a week without seeing eachother after that though. That can't happen again... If it's even possible I think I like him more than I did before. He really is great and everything I've ever wanted (and more). I can't wait til we get to the point where we are inseperable... we say like 20 goodbyes now but I mean the point when we are together 24/7 with no restraints. It will be great. I really think he is perfect for me.

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this is what i wake up to.... [26 Nov 2008|08:16pm]
[ mood | thankful ]


best boyfriend ever.

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got your love locked down, love locked down [19 Nov 2008|01:38am]
[ mood | dorky ]

im going to see the spill canvas sunday, and he is going with me...he even seems genuinely excited to go!!!!! even though the ONLY band he listens to is the deftones, haha. shall be interesting, im just excited that he actually said he would go. this having a boyfriend thing is splendid. its not just having a boyfriend, its that i finally found the NICE guy and he likes me back. i know i keep writing about how hes wonderful... but its because HE IS! I'm pretty sure EVERYONE is sick of hearing me talk about him, but i dont care im going to keep talking... i cant wait for twilight, im totally leaving work early to go to the midnight showing ; ) theres also a sex toy party friday that i CANNOT wait for.... im just happy in general.. im going to work functions now and im actually having fun and making friends. its good to spread your wings, im glad to be out there and enjoying life... i was depressed for too long.

this is stuck in my head, i <3 nsyncCollapse )

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whats this? [10 Nov 2008|01:31am]
[ mood | sexy ]

im STILL happy.  i still think i have a wonderful boyfriend, actually i know that.  and things are moving along just well.  he told me today that i am a keeper and hes going to keep me... there have also been talks about the future which makes me feel even better about all of this.  its weird to me to have a guy who i care about tell me he feels the same way and call me all these nice things.  im trying to get used to it... its a very lovely feeling.  met a bunch of his friends yesterday, who i kinda already knew but not outside of work.  they were nice, i totally got picked on for being the "new" girl since they are all married/engaged but it was cool.  i welcomed it, and he totally felt like he was showing me off so it worked out well.  and the night ended spectacularly : )  like ive said before, i am super excited for the future with him.

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come on, lets go [12 Oct 2008|06:27pm]
[ mood | excited ]

 I had a date last night and I had a lot of fun.  He seems really nice and he really cares about me.  I hope this works out, he seems wonderful.  And he totally likes me too.  : ) things may actually be working out for once!!!!!!!!!! *fingers crossed*

im looking forward to that first kiss...

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i dont care what they say im in love with you... [02 Oct 2008|11:48pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

you really hurt me today.  i am for real done.  i hope you dont call me ever.  i want nothing to do with you, you had your chance (for 3 and a half fucking years)...  time to give someone the chance who wants it.

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[22 Sep 2008|07:23pm]
[ mood | excited ]

btw my dumb ass aunt got charged with a felony and a misdemeanor and her husband got 3 felonys and a misdemeanor....hahaha rot bitches!!  this is what he would have wanted,  i hate you.

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